I am so sad to be writing this post, but I guess it is neccassary. We lost the baby Sunday night. I was a little over 13 weeks pregnant and thought I was in the clear. There was a real baby with a real heartbeat so I am left to wonder what happened. People keep telling me well you will know why it happened when you die, but I have a feeling it won't matter by then. It has been extremly hard for me. Andrew of course has been wonderful like always, the kids are mostly concerned about whether or not they will get to have another brother or sister. We have been supported by so many friends and church members. I was in the hospital Sunday night to Wednesday morning, and meals have been coming since Monday night, with no end in sight..which really has been a blessing. Again, I guess I must say how grateful I am for American medical care. I feel so dumb for ever complaining about the treatement and care I received at Keesler.